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- Terence Ong KM
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Football Pundit / Trivia Master
Asia's Most Knowledgeable Football Fan
- ESPN-STAR Sports "Kick-Off" 2005 inaugural winner

Resident bartender at Club EPL
- LIVE every Saturday night, 10.30pm on STAR Sports Asia
Temasek Polytechnic Students' Union
- Former Honorary General Secretary (05/06)
- Current VP (06/07)

WISH

- A nice wrist-watch(Puma,Fossil,Casio)
- Retain my title as Asia's Most Knowledgeable Football Fan
- A good girl who will walk down the aisle with me someday
- Do damn well on Club EPL so that I can resume my dream job after NS
- Money to grow on trees =)

sidekicks

Huiqi(RSS)
Faisal AKA King Fazzy
Tommy Ahzai..
jPika AKA D'Chordals' BELOVED...Janet!!
ZiHui AKA Bosstess
Belinda AKA errm...Qingx?
Faisal AKA ATAN!!!PAI PARANG!!hah..
Corinne AKA Ball..hah..
Haslinda..my FanClub president
Joan aka Mrs Choo
Amanda aka Wonggie
Serene aka ??
XiuZhen - Zilra Freshie
Kim Chew aka Kimi Raikkonen
May Fen aka Auntie
Hafiz - My brother!

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Monday, August 28, 2006
The End Of A Beautiful Dream...Part 1

People say that a picture paints a thousand words. Well in this case, a songs plays out a thousand emotions. Or rather, make that 2 songs....

From strumming Ryan Cabera's True to singing alongside The Click Five in their hit Time Machine, I've gotta say both these songs sure bring out the tears and heart-wrenching feelings...
Just to ensure ergonomical reading for you sPh3r3-fans, who've stuck by me through thick and thin all these while, I'll go down the big events that've happened in my life recently, chronogically...


For those of you who hasn't been in the loop yet, I DID try to woo back the girl of my dreams (Ok, woo-ing wouldn't be the correct word, since I broke her heart and she hasn't talked to me ever since.). Short info on her - Her's name is Carissa, she's a 3rd year student in the Communications and Media Management diploma in my tertiary, and she's arguably the love of my life.
Tried going down ALOT of avenues to try and get a one-on-one "date" with her and explain things and eventually win her back. Went through her netball mate, who wasn't too keen on helping me as she thought I was still "pretty insincere", as well as her good course-mate (who turns out to be my fresh-mate back in FOC 04/05). This was when the bombshell came - Carissa has moved on, with a boyfriend of several months and of a standard approved by the mother herself!
Haha..it was almost impossible to get the mother to talk to me back then and right now she's found the perfect guy - rubber-stamped and approved!....To be honest, was totally gutted when I heard about that, but nonetheless, I wish you guys all the best in your romance and future endeavours. I'm glad Carissa's found the guy who's right for her (I had hoped i'd be the one but it was not to be..) and I damn hope this guy treats her well, if not I'll be the first to give him a few knucklebags. A lot of other things I wanna say but can't put them into words now.


Carissa - I really hope you're happy with him now. Peeps have told me you've never really liked/loved me before. Whether that's true or not - only you yourself know. But I can tell you this - I really, really like you (still do)..ever since I saw you step into Jerome's French class, albeit wrongly. I was faithful, but immature..believing that when you meant a "taking a break from the relationship", I thought you meant "permanent break". What's more, I didn't know about your gramps and stuff, which didn't help things much. I admit, it's my fault for being immature as to run off..and if I could go back to the moment where OUR decline started, trust me...I'll give up ALMOST ANYTHING to go back in time and salvage US. Right now if you, or someone you know reads this, you'll probably think it's empty words. Well it's not, believe me..it's not. Sam Lee sang:
有多少爱能重来?
多少人愿意等待?
失去之後才明白

Well at least I can relate to a song now..haha (a Chinese one even!)..but yeah if I could turn back the hands of time, I would. It should be me that's giving you comfort now but I blew it, literally. So best of luck to you guys..really hope you 2 blossom into something big =)...
As of today, I SHOULD BE moving on from the past. For now, she's still the love of my life (and that's not an understatement)..Till I find the 1 girl who'll usurp Carissa and take the rightful title.
It may be close..just like Glenn Roeder said with his transfer targets "We have a few on our list, but we're working hard, day and night, over them and hope to bring in a new face soon".

Only question is - If i see Carissa walking down the street, as a single girl, What would i do?
Terence..Out!

Terence Ong went back in his memory to save the world on
11:30 PM