This era has nothing to do with Newcastle, yet seemingly it has the same emotional pull for me as Shearer's Newcastle Utd, and ultimately football, career had its last curtain call....


But for now, Serence is now over...Serene & I have officially parted ways on Wednesday night (10th May 2006), making it a abruptly-short (16 days short of 10 months) but thoroughly-enjoyable period/relationship for the both of us...

May come as a shock to lots of you readers out there(some of you closer ones already know it prior to this blog release)..but somehow it had to be done..the last 2 months have been absolutely stagnant and alarmingly-fatal for her...I was confused as to what kind of relationship i really want for now and for the future, and somehow when i came up with the decision finally, she didn't seem to fit into it....

I really wish her all the best in her future endeavours, whether is it getting a bloke who'll treat her 100x better than how I did (I pretty much sucked in this category towards the end of our relationship), or if it's getting good grades and topping off her diploma in Apparel & Design Merchandising with honours come the end of her 3-year Polytechnic life.

But right now, i'm lost still.....the song below best describes my feelings now:

With that said, there is a 1-week appeal period to such break-ups, just like the one I experienced with Carissa the other time..but whether both of us bring it up to the Court Of Appeal is another thing....

To end off...I'm sorry Serene for breaking your heart like this...I know it shouldn't have ended like this, but somehow judging circumstances right now..it has to be done