Yeah....judging from the topic of the posting.....i really understand the lyrics to Lifehouse's latest single "You & Me"......but well..more on that later....


first and foremost...sorry for the 9-day hiatus again...needed to sort out some personal matters and also get a grip of my life first..which was spinnin into oblivion with work...haha...althou it's over now..served up 1 month of working for DaySpring last Friday...thou i came in late for that day...haha..and "forfeited" my pay for that day to pay for my cab fare there..but overall...it was fun doing the job...got to know a lot of new friends..peeps like Wee Hong,Eugene,Boon Long,Jun Wei,Alvin,Sharmaine(woohoo!!hah),Sharin,Jacqueline,WanHui(woohoo again..hah),Jessie,Suelynn,Enuice and many more i may have left out...was 1 of my better working experiences....won't mind going back again....


but moving on...sadly, all good things must come to an end..somewhere,somehow...that was just the beginning of a really bad 2-day period for me..starting off...i found out on Thursday night that i've BEEN REJECTED for TP's CMM course...REJECTED...zilt chances...zero..NADA!!
sighz...i was really looking forward to it...and being rejected was leaving me speechless...as i don't know how to describe it...sad is DEFINETLY NOT THE APPROPRIATE word...i feel sad when Newcastle loses a game,or when i flung 1 of my modules, or when i lose a game i tink i shld have won...so right now...if anyone knows how i feel,please tell me..as i don't know the word..
i tell u..it's worst than havin a kick to the gut like all Footie Managers will tell u...worst!!

3rd unlucky thing to plague me(being late for work n not havin any pay was the 2nd) was the breaking down of my PS2 due to its lens giving way...i always thought that it was my burning of DVD backups that was the problem...but how wrong was I..as i was playing my copy of Mercenaries halfway when the disc jus didn't load anymore...SHIT!!!!...more money to be spent man..went to Mega Multimedia to ask for quotes on repairs..and he told me SG$180!!!SHEESH....what a 2-day period man...


but well..the light at the end of this semmingly never-ending tunnel was the fact i went out with HER(yes..that magical HER that lights up my life) for dinner...YAY! u must have thought...but wasn't the best of "first dates"..sighz..i may have screwed up the night by not being naturally myself?hah..i know..sound weird...but maybe it's just the burden on myself of wanting to improve from the catastrophe from last time...sighz...i do hope she enjoyed herself to a certain extent at least..if not i'll feel damn guilty...really do...

and this pointer brings me to my 2nd last pointer of the day..which is my nick....it does link...I still cant keep my eyes off her right now..even thou i got blown off once before. But im back..trying another method to get to her heart..hopefully i can touch it a hell lot more than the last time..but like Clarke Kent said in Smallville S4Ep19..."this time will be different"...AND IT WILL CERTAINLY BE...i'll be pulling out all the stops there is..ppl can give her flowers or fried chicken...i'll just play to her likings..and hopefully it'll work...maybe she finds me irritating...or anything bad...so can someone give me a sign ASAP?? i'll keep on trying w/o a shadow of a doubt...but i need motivation smwhere,smhow...anyone out there??

Last pointer of the day..Newcastle drew 0-0 with Crystal Palace at SJP last nite....shucks!!!we still cant score..Alan Shearer hasn't scored since Feb. 2 i think..man..we really need to move during the pre-season..and hopefully we have a chance to play Inter-Toto cup next season..otherwise..NO EURO CUPS FOR US MAN!!!


so for now..i gotta sign out..will update more frequently i hope..thou i'll be out of com for bout 7-8 days..as i'll be at TPSU's FOC from 3rd May to 11th May...so hopefully i get to have a change of luck there....

Terence...OUT!!!


(PS:don't tink she sees this..as she doesn't bother scrollin to the bottom..but if she does..then good..haha..it's been 35 days of missing her and couting..stakes have grown a lot more higher..and i'm grabbing it by the scruff of the neck already...wish me luck peeps...i REALLY WANT HER!!!!)