tt's right..as my nick said...if Jack Bauer had the longest day of his life...i had the WORST day of my life so far....

but well..for starters....every sucky day, no matter how sucky, have its bright sparks...for mine..it was the morning kickabout with Norman AKA Mat Suar(MS), Foz, Xavier AKA Xabi/Xavi, and lots more....we met a team of NS peeps including a certain Tony, a neighbour from around my area that's damn good last time....man....i played till im all aching...even till now...shucks!..haha..thou i did enjoy my game though...wasn't as good when i started off...but slowly..as the game progressed...felt i did well enough....there's still room for improvement lah...but overall...im happy with the progress...


now comes the shitty part 1.....i argued with my 2 sister and my dad over the computer's technical ability and faults etc etc....needless to say no winners were called..thou i've had enough of the 3 constantly blaming me for whatever problems the computer comes up with...i mean....true i MAY be the cause of problem smtimes...but i've always fixed it w/o complaining...and right now..the way i got treated was like how slaves got treated last time...w/o respect...so yeah....i ranted...maybe teared a bit....not just due to yesterday's problems..but also stress building up from way back to last Sunday...normally i can take stress n all easily..but my brick wall has fallen..and i'll need time to rebuild my fort...so right now im living on a short fuse...will try to control myself..but if u see me losing my head...bear with me....but I WILL TRY TO CONTROL MYSELF....

(PS: u can skip the next 2 pointers if u're not a football fan as it's bout my Newcastle...)
well....if it ain't bad enough...now comes shitty part 2....Newcastle 0-3 Aston Villa....never mind if it was a home loss or that it was to Aston Villa...it was the way the entire football match played out....i watched the delayed telecast on ESPN just now at around 1pm...and what i saw shocked me to the core...Barry Knight-who was 1 of the WORST, if not the WORST, referee i've seen in a Newcastle..even Matt Messias VS Portsmouth wasn't tt bad- TURNED DOWN 3 penalty claims which i thought were legitimate to say the least..first one being the strongest as Shearer headed a ball towards goal under challenge from J'Llyod Samuel...with the ball hitting his hand before being landing in front of Sorensen for him to palm it out to safety. It had the entire stadium up in fury..everyone in the stadium saw the incident, save a certain Mr. Knight and his assistants...the 2nd and 3rd one coming in succession as firstly Steven Taylor was pushed by Liam Ridgewell while challenging for a corner put in by Laurent Robert...then following that incident...Butt was also pushed by Samuel again after he went past him....needless to say again...we were all furious yet again.....but man....u know when they say..hell hath no fury like a woman scorned, i tink that can apply to guys too..noticibly Lee Bowyer and Kieron Dyer...the entire saga happened in the 81st minute, when a counter attack was launched by Newcastle...Bowyer was following play, albeit slowly, when he was within sight of Dyer and Dyer SAID something...after that..Bowyer just strangled him and tried to punch him....before being seperated by both team mates and opposing captain Gareth Barry...that was the final straw man...team-mates fighting against each other....reminiscence of Batty-Le Saux, the Iranian pair during the Asian Cup....i was just ashamed and fuming that they would actually do....

Seriously though....i don' know who to blame for this one....2 of them...none of them...or what??

Bowyer was DEFINETLY the more aggresive one...constantly trying to throw punch after punch at Dyer...there were traces of him boiling up earlier in the game when Barry Knight, who in my view had the worst game involving Newcastle other than Matt Messias VS Portsmouth, took him to a side and askin him to cool down......so he as the aggressor should be punished..

but what bout Dyer....true he was the one who had to fend off first the strangling, then the punches...but he's no angel either....looking closely at the game on ESPN just now...it was evident that he SAID something to Bowyer that must have stirred him up and try to punch Dyer...I disagreeumption is that Dyer had nagged at Bowyer to chase after the game like they needed it..as Bowyer- at that point of time- was merely strolling on a counter-attack move....

Both should be punished...Dyer for his big-mouth...and Bowyer for his violent nature...but to be fair...if Barry Knight had given us AT LEAST 1 of the penalty claims..this particular scuffle may have been avoided..as clearly it was frustration that led to the 2 losing their heads....

sigh....Newcastle are without them for the FA Cup s-finals now..thou i agree with CyberPukish's view that Milner should be given a chance....

we'll miss Dyer's dynamic, sometime "mad-horse", style of running...and Bowyer's midfield play, which is a lot better now as compared to the period of time from him being to West Ham up till pre Souness period...

at least we have the right side of midfield covered...but central?can Jenas and Butt and Faye cope with Roy Keane and co.??

i hope so...if not...we'll be dommed in terms of FA Cup progress.....



so well..yeah...tt pretty much sums up my Saturday and Sunday....though for something brief.....i went to see DMN choir prep for its SYF outing tml...and they done quite a good job..only that it can be better..gave them a pep talk already..so hopefully they're up for it.....

lets see what happenes tomorrow then...

Terence...OUT


(PS: 7th day of missing her..and counting still....)